P stands for patience

Alhamdullilah.. assignment aku 70% done selepas tangguh-menangguh sepanjang 2minggu lepas..procrastinating *sigh.. Dengan berbekalkan kesabaran yang kadang-kadang hilang dan kadang-kadang menebal, aku lengkapkan jugak breadboard tersebut dengan JAYANYA. ooo yeaahhh..tp shouldering xsiap2 ag..mak aihhhh...tugas yang rumit lagi leceh~tp xpe2 sabarkn hati stakat yang termampu.nasib ak sorang je kat lab.

Btw, this remind me of a call from my hometown (Sarawak) last night. My dearly dearly brother finally shows pressure respond toward his SPM, finally..I know he care but he just love to hide rather than to share. Nvm,aku fhm. But then, sesungguhnya adikku xpernah letih dalam mengejutkan aku dalam banyak perkara. Al-kisah semalam beliau terlalu runsing dengan subjek biology ny yang tramat2 susah bg ny. Jadi bertanyakan pendapatku untuk DROP the subjek.. I was like..speechless. From how he sounds, he's totally worry and thats worry me. Its not that dropping subject that worries me, its his voice. I have never heard he sounds so..pathetic. Its like he seriously feeling down. And he need someone to talk to,obviously. And of course he is not going to talk with my parents which left me the only one.

I spent whole of my evening, thinking the rationality of his mind. I am not encouraging him to do so. Jadi aku pun memberanikan diri membuka crita tersebut dengan orang atasan iaitu ibu bapa kami. Aku memulakan sidang perbincangan tersebut bersama ibuku melalui telefon tika aku tengah membelek2 selendang yang begitu cantikss. ok2, fokus2.. Dipendekkan crita mak aku x bagi n of course ayah aku pun xbagi. Jadi aku pun slow talk ngan adikku yang duduk serumah dengn parents ku tp aku yang jauh seberang cni mjd perantara. I guess I understand his position right now.

The thing is patience is the key of everything. Study, socialising, sport..everything. Once we lose it, then we will be condemned. Dear brother, be strong. Michael J said, you are not alone. Liverpool said, you never walk alone. Your sister said, I am always here for you. Take it easy and be strong. Do your best and so no regrets. The most important, whatever you do, remember Him. He will take care of you better than anyone do.